"Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you. My flesh and heart may fail, but God is strength of my heart and my portion forever. Those who are far from you will perish; you destroy all who are unfaithful to you. But as for me, it is good to be near God. I have made the Sovereign Lord my refuge; I will tell of all your deeds." ~ Psalm 73:25-28
I am officially half-way done with the fall semester! (Yay!) My life has been so crazy - and let's just say that stress levels have literally made their way OFF the scale. And as most of you know, I'm not one to deal with stress very easily...
Earlier in September, my best friend and I participated in a pro-life 5K race and had been training for it prior to the event. During my frequent runs, I found that they were an extremely helpful remedy to my stress issues. My humongous list of things to do would suddenly become irrelevant, and it was a wonderful thing! It was also during my runs that I was able to have the best conversations with the Lord!
He began to lay on my heart the question of WHY I was "running my race." I then began to ponder what purpose my life currently had, and whether or not I was bearing fruit that displayed it. I quickly realized the many passions that had taken over my life - school, events, future plans that I had been "day dreaming" about. Instantaneously, I was constantly letting earthly treasure sit on the throne of my heart.
It was during my quiet time a few weeks later that I read Psalm 73. What hit me the hardest was the verse, "...and earth has nothing I desire besides you."
The world offers numerous things that look so appealing to us. But God calls us to store up our treasures in Heaven, and not on earth. We are called to run this race in such a way as to win the prize. What prize are you seeking? This race can be extremely tiring, and it would be a complete waste if we did not have our eyes fixed on the right prize -- the only prize that will not fade away. God is who we should desire! Our eyes should be fixed on Him, the Author and Perfecter of our faith.
However, it's when we get tired that our gaze tends to fall downward. My next post will be about verse 26 - finding strength during this race. There's only one person that can offer us the strength we really need, and that is Christ!
"Run in such a way as to win the prize." ~ 1 Corinthians 9:24
SDG
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Dying on the Inside
Have you ever thought about how many people love you? Sounds like a pretty weird question, right? I'm not talking about love as in the "feeling" - I mean the love that IS. The love that has no condition which defines its depth.
I shared in my last post how God is continuing to break my heart for the same things that break His. And I'll be honest, it has been a completely overwhelming and burdensome experience. But lately, the faces of those I come in contact with are not just faces anymore... as soon as my eyes meet theirs, compassion overflows in the depths of my heart. How many times do we overlook those who are dying inside? - because that is exactly what takes place in the hearts of unsaved souls. We are oblivious to what is going on in their life, and at times we could care less. Is this the love that Christ showed to sinners - mockers, thieves, murderers, tax collectors, prostitutes?
For some odd reason, my mind has convinced me that I have the right to judge these people. And guess what? It's wrong. JJ Heller's new single, "What Love Really Means" brought me to tears the first time I listened to it (thankfully, no one was in the car). But the song tells 3 stories of individuals whose lives are falling apart and we're told that these people have never experienced what love really is. I've got news for ya.. you pass at least 5 people who are experiencing this same sadness and loneliness - who are dying on the inside.
When we think about the love that Christ showed us on the cross - beaten, mocked, whipped, spit on, and killed FOR US - how could we be so selfish to keep it for ourselves? WHY ARE WE NOT GIVING IT AWAY? We are called to share Christ's love with people who are dying on the inside, those are craving a love that lasts, a love that is unconditional. They're crying, "Who will love me for me? Not for what I have done, or what I will become. Who will love me for me? Cause NOBODY has shown me what love really means."
SDG
I shared in my last post how God is continuing to break my heart for the same things that break His. And I'll be honest, it has been a completely overwhelming and burdensome experience. But lately, the faces of those I come in contact with are not just faces anymore... as soon as my eyes meet theirs, compassion overflows in the depths of my heart. How many times do we overlook those who are dying inside? - because that is exactly what takes place in the hearts of unsaved souls. We are oblivious to what is going on in their life, and at times we could care less. Is this the love that Christ showed to sinners - mockers, thieves, murderers, tax collectors, prostitutes?
For some odd reason, my mind has convinced me that I have the right to judge these people. And guess what? It's wrong. JJ Heller's new single, "What Love Really Means" brought me to tears the first time I listened to it (thankfully, no one was in the car). But the song tells 3 stories of individuals whose lives are falling apart and we're told that these people have never experienced what love really is. I've got news for ya.. you pass at least 5 people who are experiencing this same sadness and loneliness - who are dying on the inside.
When we think about the love that Christ showed us on the cross - beaten, mocked, whipped, spit on, and killed FOR US - how could we be so selfish to keep it for ourselves? WHY ARE WE NOT GIVING IT AWAY? We are called to share Christ's love with people who are dying on the inside, those are craving a love that lasts, a love that is unconditional. They're crying, "Who will love me for me? Not for what I have done, or what I will become. Who will love me for me? Cause NOBODY has shown me what love really means."
SDG
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Buffalo - MISSION20TEN
Well, let’s just say that my senior summer has been absolutely AMAZING. During the week of July 3-10, I was able to take a trip with the Judson Student Youth Group to Buffalo, NY for a mission trip. I flew to Nashville, and then rode with them to Buffalo. My first flight was absolutely incredible!! The ride home was a bit more bumpy compared to the ride there, but, it was overall a positive first experience. (I officially LOVE flying!)
After a 15 ½-hour bus ride to Buffalo on Saturday (which started at 4:00 a.m.), we finally arrived at our first destination. For Fourth of July, we stayed at a ranch in Owego and visited a New York-famous ice cream shop before watching fireworks. It was quite the memorable holiday!
We set off early Monday morning for our final destination: Buffalo! Thankfully, it was only three hours from where we were. Monday night consisted of World Changer’s “opening celebration” and worship. We also got to meet our crew that we would be working with all week long. (Churches from different states came to Buffalo and each was dispersed among the crews so that we could all get to know each other.) Tuesday was when the real work began! We would be getting up at 5:30 every morning, eating breakfast at 6, and heading out by 7.
It would only take about 24 hours before I would have my first “attitude check.” I had assumed this mission trip would not be as intense as others, since it was in the states and not another country. However, let’s start with our living conditions: We stayed in a pretty old and run-down high school that reminded me of a fire station. This high school also had absolutely no air conditioning. And did I mention that Buffalo would be experiencing a record high on the exact week we would be there? Yeah, it was awesome. In addition, our meals consisted of good ol’ cafeteria mystery food and the same thing for lunch every single day – melted ham sandwiches on the whitest bread I’d ever seen. Yum! As you can imagine, this was a bit more “intense” than I had expected. Because my expectations didn’t exactly meet reality, a sour and discontent spirit began to form in my heart. God quickly made that known to me, and I was able to fix it. I realized that my trip was even more of a mission trip than I thought it was going to be! How exciting!!
Our first day on the job was amazing. We would be re-doing a porch & staircase, restructuring columns, and giving the front of the house a fresh coat of paint. The owner of the home of our job site was Ms. Josephine, an older, single woman who pretty much lived on her front porch.
Thankfully, her neighbors were willing to let her sit on theirs while hers was under construction. That week, I did a variety of jobs, including scraping paint, peeling up rotted boards, caulking, and painting (LOTS of painting!). And I loved every moment of it. Every day after lunch, we had “crew devos” which was led by one of our crew members and included reading from God’s Word, discussion, and prayer. I was amazed at how we were all able to get to know each other through this activity.
On Wednesday, the city of Buffalo had their annual “Buffalo Bash,” and World Changers was part of it!
As a youth group, Judson students were able to make balloon animals for the kids there. Lots of evangelism took place, thanks to this ministry!
Thursday was pretty much my favorite day of the week. We all were able to sit and take a break every couple hours for a drink. On one of my breaks, I noticed some kids in the neighborhood riding bikes and goofing off. After introducing myself, they immediately stuck to me like glue! There were about five kids, all siblings, and were cute as could be! The youngest girl, two years old, would not stop talking and would not move from my lap. They were all quite intrigued by my camera as well (hence, the funny faces on the video). Earlier in the week, I had prayed that God would give me an opportunity to interact with kids, and He gave me exactly that! Their faces will always be engraved on my heart.
Last but not least, my uncle surprised us on Saturday, and took us to Niagara Falls!! It was absolutely beautiful… All I could think the entire time was “What an awesome God we serve!” So, I have officially seen one of the Seven Wonders of the World!
There are literally not enough words to explain the work that God did in my heart that week. Thursday night after worship, we had youth group devotions and my uncle (the youth pastor) encouraged us to share what God had taught/shown us that week – specifically the things that hinder us from serving him faithfully (the theme of the week was “UNHINDERED”).
It was difficult for me to get the courage to share, but I did. During the past two weeks of being away from home, God revealed to me my lack of trust and dependency on Him, specifically in the area of giving Him control of my future. To be honest, I thought I had it all figured out. But to my surprise, God completely unraveled everything I thought I had organized.
As you can imagine, I am in need of LOTS of prayer. God is teaching me to wait on HIS timing and trust Him with the answers. …Where? When? How? They are all so overwhelming! But lately I’ve slowly realized that I’m not the one in control, and no matter how hard I try to plan and “schedule,” God’s Plan will always exceed mine.
In addition, the Lord is truly breaking my heart for the things that break His heart. Upon my return, I watched a movie with my family and was literally weeping after watching it. My heart was aching and mourning for the lost – for those who have no knowledge of the Truth and grace that comes through Christ Jesus. I literally feel like a different person.
It’s exciting to see how God is going to use all of this in my life later on down the road. My trip is summed up by Acts 1:8: “And you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ENDS OF THE EARTH."
SDG
VIDEO: COMING SOON!
After a 15 ½-hour bus ride to Buffalo on Saturday (which started at 4:00 a.m.), we finally arrived at our first destination. For Fourth of July, we stayed at a ranch in Owego and visited a New York-famous ice cream shop before watching fireworks. It was quite the memorable holiday!
We set off early Monday morning for our final destination: Buffalo! Thankfully, it was only three hours from where we were. Monday night consisted of World Changer’s “opening celebration” and worship. We also got to meet our crew that we would be working with all week long. (Churches from different states came to Buffalo and each was dispersed among the crews so that we could all get to know each other.) Tuesday was when the real work began! We would be getting up at 5:30 every morning, eating breakfast at 6, and heading out by 7.It would only take about 24 hours before I would have my first “attitude check.” I had assumed this mission trip would not be as intense as others, since it was in the states and not another country. However, let’s start with our living conditions: We stayed in a pretty old and run-down high school that reminded me of a fire station. This high school also had absolutely no air conditioning. And did I mention that Buffalo would be experiencing a record high on the exact week we would be there? Yeah, it was awesome. In addition, our meals consisted of good ol’ cafeteria mystery food and the same thing for lunch every single day – melted ham sandwiches on the whitest bread I’d ever seen. Yum! As you can imagine, this was a bit more “intense” than I had expected. Because my expectations didn’t exactly meet reality, a sour and discontent spirit began to form in my heart. God quickly made that known to me, and I was able to fix it. I realized that my trip was even more of a mission trip than I thought it was going to be! How exciting!!
Our first day on the job was amazing. We would be re-doing a porch & staircase, restructuring columns, and giving the front of the house a fresh coat of paint. The owner of the home of our job site was Ms. Josephine, an older, single woman who pretty much lived on her front porch.
Thankfully, her neighbors were willing to let her sit on theirs while hers was under construction. That week, I did a variety of jobs, including scraping paint, peeling up rotted boards, caulking, and painting (LOTS of painting!). And I loved every moment of it. Every day after lunch, we had “crew devos” which was led by one of our crew members and included reading from God’s Word, discussion, and prayer. I was amazed at how we were all able to get to know each other through this activity.On Wednesday, the city of Buffalo had their annual “Buffalo Bash,” and World Changers was part of it!
As a youth group, Judson students were able to make balloon animals for the kids there. Lots of evangelism took place, thanks to this ministry!Thursday was pretty much my favorite day of the week. We all were able to sit and take a break every couple hours for a drink. On one of my breaks, I noticed some kids in the neighborhood riding bikes and goofing off. After introducing myself, they immediately stuck to me like glue! There were about five kids, all siblings, and were cute as could be! The youngest girl, two years old, would not stop talking and would not move from my lap. They were all quite intrigued by my camera as well (hence, the funny faces on the video). Earlier in the week, I had prayed that God would give me an opportunity to interact with kids, and He gave me exactly that! Their faces will always be engraved on my heart.
Last but not least, my uncle surprised us on Saturday, and took us to Niagara Falls!! It was absolutely beautiful… All I could think the entire time was “What an awesome God we serve!” So, I have officially seen one of the Seven Wonders of the World!
There are literally not enough words to explain the work that God did in my heart that week. Thursday night after worship, we had youth group devotions and my uncle (the youth pastor) encouraged us to share what God had taught/shown us that week – specifically the things that hinder us from serving him faithfully (the theme of the week was “UNHINDERED”).
It was difficult for me to get the courage to share, but I did. During the past two weeks of being away from home, God revealed to me my lack of trust and dependency on Him, specifically in the area of giving Him control of my future. To be honest, I thought I had it all figured out. But to my surprise, God completely unraveled everything I thought I had organized. As you can imagine, I am in need of LOTS of prayer. God is teaching me to wait on HIS timing and trust Him with the answers. …Where? When? How? They are all so overwhelming! But lately I’ve slowly realized that I’m not the one in control, and no matter how hard I try to plan and “schedule,” God’s Plan will always exceed mine.
In addition, the Lord is truly breaking my heart for the things that break His heart. Upon my return, I watched a movie with my family and was literally weeping after watching it. My heart was aching and mourning for the lost – for those who have no knowledge of the Truth and grace that comes through Christ Jesus. I literally feel like a different person.
It’s exciting to see how God is going to use all of this in my life later on down the road. My trip is summed up by Acts 1:8: “And you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ENDS OF THE EARTH."
SDG
VIDEO: COMING SOON!
Saturday, June 26, 2010
For Such a Time as This
GRADUATION. Isn't that a scary term? For a lot of people, it's a time of never-ending celebration and parties. Don't get me wrong, it is for me too! But for some reason, during the last 2 months, I've had this "black cloud" in the background that has brought an odd sense of depression and sadness as well. It's like everything is coming to an end! ...I mean, seriously, I'm no longer in a grade!!! I've wanted so badly to be able to freeze time and re-live everything that has already taken place.
Recently, it finally occurred to me how much the Lord has equipped me over the past 12 years of my education. I have accomplished so much and I've grown closer to Him through it all. As much as I want to rewind and re-live every past year of my life, God has placed me in this season for a reason! Here's a "mind-opening" fact: life goes on and there's simply nothing we can do about it!
The reason I'm writing to you is to share a verse that the Lord has really put on my heart during this exciting season. Last month, I studied the book of Esther in my quiet time. In chapter 4, verse 14, Mordecai is encouraging Esther to be bold in order to save her people, the Jews. He says, "And who knows but that you have come into royal position FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS."
I don't think it's ironic that the Lord laid this book on my heart around the time of my graduation. Can you imagine if we viewed every moment of our lives as "such a time as this"? Too often, I find myself rushing through opportunities or looking for ways to make time fly. (It's no wonder I felt so depressed when I was finally graduating!) My point is, God has ordained every moment in our life for one single purpose: to glorify Him. Every day, he gives us those opportunities to serve others, and, in turn, serve Him. But we're all too busy to stop and think about how God would want us to use these minutes, seconds of our day.
Who knew that graduating could teach you so much? One final thought to share... Revive's latest song "Blink" gives so much insight into truly considering how precious time is...
Teach me to number my days
And count every moment before it slips away
Taking all the colors before they fade to gray
I don't want to miss even just a second more of this
It happens in a blink
It happens in a flash
It happens in the time it took to look back
I try to hold on tight, but there's no stopping time
WHAT IS IT I'VE DONE WITH MY LIFE?
It happens in a blink
What is it that we're using our lives for? God's Word tells us that we are not promised our next breath. God placed you in the current season of your life FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS! Are you making the most of every opportunity before it all slips away? How true it is that it's all gone as soon we look back! These past few months have engraved that verse in my heart, so that I might treasure the days God gives me here on earth.
"You have made my days a mere handbreadth; the span of my years is as nothing before You. Each man's life is but a breath." ~ Psalm 39:5
SDG
Recently, it finally occurred to me how much the Lord has equipped me over the past 12 years of my education. I have accomplished so much and I've grown closer to Him through it all. As much as I want to rewind and re-live every past year of my life, God has placed me in this season for a reason! Here's a "mind-opening" fact: life goes on and there's simply nothing we can do about it!
The reason I'm writing to you is to share a verse that the Lord has really put on my heart during this exciting season. Last month, I studied the book of Esther in my quiet time. In chapter 4, verse 14, Mordecai is encouraging Esther to be bold in order to save her people, the Jews. He says, "And who knows but that you have come into royal position FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS."
I don't think it's ironic that the Lord laid this book on my heart around the time of my graduation. Can you imagine if we viewed every moment of our lives as "such a time as this"? Too often, I find myself rushing through opportunities or looking for ways to make time fly. (It's no wonder I felt so depressed when I was finally graduating!) My point is, God has ordained every moment in our life for one single purpose: to glorify Him. Every day, he gives us those opportunities to serve others, and, in turn, serve Him. But we're all too busy to stop and think about how God would want us to use these minutes, seconds of our day.
Who knew that graduating could teach you so much? One final thought to share... Revive's latest song "Blink" gives so much insight into truly considering how precious time is...
Teach me to number my days
And count every moment before it slips away
Taking all the colors before they fade to gray
I don't want to miss even just a second more of this
It happens in a blink
It happens in a flash
It happens in the time it took to look back
I try to hold on tight, but there's no stopping time
WHAT IS IT I'VE DONE WITH MY LIFE?
It happens in a blink
What is it that we're using our lives for? God's Word tells us that we are not promised our next breath. God placed you in the current season of your life FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS! Are you making the most of every opportunity before it all slips away? How true it is that it's all gone as soon we look back! These past few months have engraved that verse in my heart, so that I might treasure the days God gives me here on earth.
"You have made my days a mere handbreadth; the span of my years is as nothing before You. Each man's life is but a breath." ~ Psalm 39:5
SDG
Friday, April 23, 2010
The Guard of My Heart
Entering the "teenage years" usually involves the mushy, gushy superficial relationships that take place between a guy and a girl who are "madly in love." ...As blunt as I may have put this, there's a lot of truth in it! Often, youth are so easily drawn to wanting that "security" and looking for it in a relationship.
Growing up, I was taught to guard my heart, and save it to give away to that one special person who will one day become my husband. Until then, I have chosen to wait on the Lord's timing and serve Him faithfully with my time through ministry. However, I have found this very difficult and am constantly being bombarded with the world's idea of 'love' and how to find it. It's very difficult to stand alone and walk the opposite direction that others are going. Before two weeks ago, I tried so hard to find Scripture that would help guard my mind and heart, in order to focus on the things that honor God. But I still couldn't find the key to COMPLETELY guarding it. I always thought that it was my job and I needed to try my best to do so.
About two weeks ago, our church coordinated a Father & Daughter tea that was meant to be a special evening for dads and their daughters. And it was indeed! The focus of the evening was on Proverbs 23:26. There was also a sharing time that took place towards the end, and none of the girls had shared... only dads. It was then that I felt the Lord laying it on my heart to speak...I just didn't know what to say! But I stood up anyway. I began sharing how my dad had given me my promise ring and what that entailed, explaining how he had kept many promises to me as well. Towards the end of my "speech," I got my dad's attention, looked him in the eye, and said, "Daddy, if I haven't told you, you completely have my heart. And when it comes time to give my heart to my husband, I won't be the one to give it away. You will." Short & sweet, huh? lol.
After that night, I realized the key to guarding my heart. - It isn't my job! When I give my heart to my father, I am giving him everything...meaning that if I truly mean it, I am giving him my purity. I am so thankful that God has ordained and given the responsibility to fathers to be Priest, Protector, and Provider of their families here on earth, just as God is. Philippians 4:7 says, "And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will GUARD your HEARTS and your MINDS in Christ Jesus." I find that peace of God when I give my heart to my father...a peace in knowing that my father knows what it is best for me and seeks the Lord's council in everything he does. ...A peace that comes only from God!
My prayer is that us, as young women AND young men, will give our hearts to our fathers.
"My son, give me your heart and let your eyes keep to my ways." - Proverbs 23:26
SDG
Growing up, I was taught to guard my heart, and save it to give away to that one special person who will one day become my husband. Until then, I have chosen to wait on the Lord's timing and serve Him faithfully with my time through ministry. However, I have found this very difficult and am constantly being bombarded with the world's idea of 'love' and how to find it. It's very difficult to stand alone and walk the opposite direction that others are going. Before two weeks ago, I tried so hard to find Scripture that would help guard my mind and heart, in order to focus on the things that honor God. But I still couldn't find the key to COMPLETELY guarding it. I always thought that it was my job and I needed to try my best to do so.
About two weeks ago, our church coordinated a Father & Daughter tea that was meant to be a special evening for dads and their daughters. And it was indeed! The focus of the evening was on Proverbs 23:26. There was also a sharing time that took place towards the end, and none of the girls had shared... only dads. It was then that I felt the Lord laying it on my heart to speak...I just didn't know what to say! But I stood up anyway. I began sharing how my dad had given me my promise ring and what that entailed, explaining how he had kept many promises to me as well. Towards the end of my "speech," I got my dad's attention, looked him in the eye, and said, "Daddy, if I haven't told you, you completely have my heart. And when it comes time to give my heart to my husband, I won't be the one to give it away. You will." Short & sweet, huh? lol.
After that night, I realized the key to guarding my heart. - It isn't my job! When I give my heart to my father, I am giving him everything...meaning that if I truly mean it, I am giving him my purity. I am so thankful that God has ordained and given the responsibility to fathers to be Priest, Protector, and Provider of their families here on earth, just as God is. Philippians 4:7 says, "And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will GUARD your HEARTS and your MINDS in Christ Jesus." I find that peace of God when I give my heart to my father...a peace in knowing that my father knows what it is best for me and seeks the Lord's council in everything he does. ...A peace that comes only from God!
My prayer is that us, as young women AND young men, will give our hearts to our fathers.
"My son, give me your heart and let your eyes keep to my ways." - Proverbs 23:26
SDG
Thursday, March 18, 2010
An Answer
For the past four weeks now I have been working at Chick-Fil-A as a cashier/dining room hostess. ...And there is no way that words could ever describe how much I LOVE my job. It's kinda crazy to think that I'm actually being paid to serve others. After all, it's not Chick-fil-A I'm working for. My motive behind serving our guests (not customers!) is because Christ calls us to "serve wholeheartedly as working for the Lord and not men."
The other day as I was serving cust--guests--in the drive-thru, the woman who was next in line pulled up to the window. I greeted her with a smile and a warm welcome, and proceeded to give her the total. As she handed me her credit card, she asked, "Why are you so happy? Does your manager require you to be like this?" I had a very hard time coming up with an answer...my reply ended being, "Well, it's a new day, and that in itself brings me great joy." She was satisfied with my answer. This woman was not the first to ask me this. I've had various comments such as, "You are WAY too excited for this time of day" or "Were you trained to act like that? Do you really HAVE to or else you'll get in trouble?" (lol...I loved that one...)
1 Peter 3:15 says to "Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the REASON for the hope that you have." I've always thought of this verse as being 'on guard,' ready to defend your faith. But don't you think that it might also mean being ready to give a reason for your joy that is found in Jesus Christ? After all, it is through His grace that we are able to be renewed daily, and only through Him that we even have life! I would like to come up with a quick, thought-provoking answer to give these people who ask about my happiness or, as they see it, my 'fulfilled' sort-of attitude. Third Day describes their overwhelming desire to show the world what love is, in their song "Ready." The chorus reads: "I want the world to turn because of love and mercy to find each of us, doing what we can to just believe. I want the world to know that YOU'RE the One who FILLS ME UP and GIVES ME HOPE and BRINGS ABOUT THIS CHANGE THAT'S IN ME." What a perfect picture of what our attitudes should look like involving those who are lost in sin, those who are in need of hope! If you can come up with an answer to give these people, leave it as a comment. Should it just be, "Jesus Christ" or "I have been blessed with a new day to serve Christ"? Maybe something along the lines of "My joy is found only through Christ's forgiveness"? ..but that's a little long and could leave them confused. I'm ready for some answers!!
SDG
The other day as I was serving cust--guests--in the drive-thru, the woman who was next in line pulled up to the window. I greeted her with a smile and a warm welcome, and proceeded to give her the total. As she handed me her credit card, she asked, "Why are you so happy? Does your manager require you to be like this?" I had a very hard time coming up with an answer...my reply ended being, "Well, it's a new day, and that in itself brings me great joy." She was satisfied with my answer. This woman was not the first to ask me this. I've had various comments such as, "You are WAY too excited for this time of day" or "Were you trained to act like that? Do you really HAVE to or else you'll get in trouble?" (lol...I loved that one...)
1 Peter 3:15 says to "Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the REASON for the hope that you have." I've always thought of this verse as being 'on guard,' ready to defend your faith. But don't you think that it might also mean being ready to give a reason for your joy that is found in Jesus Christ? After all, it is through His grace that we are able to be renewed daily, and only through Him that we even have life! I would like to come up with a quick, thought-provoking answer to give these people who ask about my happiness or, as they see it, my 'fulfilled' sort-of attitude. Third Day describes their overwhelming desire to show the world what love is, in their song "Ready." The chorus reads: "I want the world to turn because of love and mercy to find each of us, doing what we can to just believe. I want the world to know that YOU'RE the One who FILLS ME UP and GIVES ME HOPE and BRINGS ABOUT THIS CHANGE THAT'S IN ME." What a perfect picture of what our attitudes should look like involving those who are lost in sin, those who are in need of hope! If you can come up with an answer to give these people, leave it as a comment. Should it just be, "Jesus Christ" or "I have been blessed with a new day to serve Christ"? Maybe something along the lines of "My joy is found only through Christ's forgiveness"? ..but that's a little long and could leave them confused. I'm ready for some answers!!
SDG
Monday, March 1, 2010
Willing & Ready
Here we are already...almost 1/4 of the way through the year. Have you stuck to your New Year's resolutions?! Lately, I have been reflecting on the "resolutions" that I made back in January. My prayer was (and still is!) that God would give me more opportunities to build relationships at school, and somehow get one step closer to sharing the Gospel with them. Each day, I have made it my goal to be a light to those I meet and use St. John's River Community College as my mission field.
At the beginning of the semester, I was so excited about taking Anatomy & Physiology with my friend, Shannon. This was our second class together and I was looking forward to studying and spending that extra time with her. The first day of class came and we sat next to each other in the front row, like always. But that next week was a little different. As I walked into the classroom, there was a girl sitting in MY seat next to Shannon. She continued to sit in that seat for the classes that followed, and eventually it was too late to take it back. ..so I had to choose another seat. This not only made me very upset, but also disappointed because I wasn't sitting next to my friend. ..something I had looked forward to before the semester had even begun!
I could technically say it was by chance, but I'd be wrong. I came into class a week later and was forced to sit in the THIRD row back from the front of the class. I sat next to a girl who looked about my age and was also in my Composition I class the semester before. It was during that week that I was extremely upset (maybe even angry) about my situation. "How could that girl do that to me?? Does she not know that Shannon and I know each other?!" It was not until the following week that God began to open the eyes of my heart. I was completely avoiding an opportunity that God was giving me! ...in response to my own prayers!!! Lauren was my answered prayer. Recently, this has become even more evident. She went out of town and missed two days of class, and asked me if she could borrow my notes from the lectures. I gave them to her today and she was MORE than grateful. She couldn't believe how "hard" I worked at making sure the notes were as helpful as possible.
I am so excited to see what God has in store for me ...and for Lauren! God has changed the attitude of my heart in this situation. I was so blind that I couldn't even see the answer to my own prayer! I've learned that when we ask God for opportunities to witness to others, we must be willing...and READY! ..Ready for those opportunities, and ready to take action. I also didn't realize the opportunities that God might have for Shannon! God specifically chose those seats for me and Shannon..and for the other girls who would sit next to us!
"They will know we are Christians by our LOVE."
SDG
At the beginning of the semester, I was so excited about taking Anatomy & Physiology with my friend, Shannon. This was our second class together and I was looking forward to studying and spending that extra time with her. The first day of class came and we sat next to each other in the front row, like always. But that next week was a little different. As I walked into the classroom, there was a girl sitting in MY seat next to Shannon. She continued to sit in that seat for the classes that followed, and eventually it was too late to take it back. ..so I had to choose another seat. This not only made me very upset, but also disappointed because I wasn't sitting next to my friend. ..something I had looked forward to before the semester had even begun!
I could technically say it was by chance, but I'd be wrong. I came into class a week later and was forced to sit in the THIRD row back from the front of the class. I sat next to a girl who looked about my age and was also in my Composition I class the semester before. It was during that week that I was extremely upset (maybe even angry) about my situation. "How could that girl do that to me?? Does she not know that Shannon and I know each other?!" It was not until the following week that God began to open the eyes of my heart. I was completely avoiding an opportunity that God was giving me! ...in response to my own prayers!!! Lauren was my answered prayer. Recently, this has become even more evident. She went out of town and missed two days of class, and asked me if she could borrow my notes from the lectures. I gave them to her today and she was MORE than grateful. She couldn't believe how "hard" I worked at making sure the notes were as helpful as possible.
I am so excited to see what God has in store for me ...and for Lauren! God has changed the attitude of my heart in this situation. I was so blind that I couldn't even see the answer to my own prayer! I've learned that when we ask God for opportunities to witness to others, we must be willing...and READY! ..Ready for those opportunities, and ready to take action. I also didn't realize the opportunities that God might have for Shannon! God specifically chose those seats for me and Shannon..and for the other girls who would sit next to us!
"They will know we are Christians by our LOVE."
SDG
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